Dear Ellie:

Of all the stuff I’ve been brave enough to do over the course of my trip, like going into a cage with lion cubs, I think it took the most guts to leave you and Daddy for so long because you all are such a big part of my happy place. When people ask me what I do for a living or what I’m studying the next question is almost always “isn’t that tough to deal with?”. And honestly my baby yes it is tough I deal with the troubles of others day in and day out but the one thing that keeps me going and smiling is coming home to you and Daddy. Home truly is where the heart is and I want you to remember that. No matter where life takes you I promise to always be there for you to come back. Even if it’s not physically coming home; even if it’s just a matter of reminding you that you’re loved, you’re strong, and whatever it is you put your mind to you can do. I’m well aware that no matter how talented or smart you are sometimes you need a reminder and sometimes you just need someone who knows when you need a hug. I feel so blessed to have that and to know I have the opportunity to give you the same. Don’t ever be afraid to rest. When you’re built for greatness you have to remember to maintain the tools you’ve been blessed with. So whether it’s coming home or having a quiet moment to get back in touch with yourself never loose sight of where your heart truly is. Your heart is like your North Star as long as you stay true to it you can find your way.

Love You Always,

Mommy

P.S. To the little girl who sees home as a place of anger, hurt, and anything but love…take control and find your own happy place. Home is where you find peace and love and sometimes the only place you can get that is within yourself because we can’t control those around us. But just because there is chaos around you doesn’t mean you can’t find the peace you need right in your own heart.